Well, many of my things have been deleted for using Avatar images... come'on everybody does that... or is that everybody has things being deleted? If not tell me what did wrong?
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Bien, muchas de mis cosas han sido borradas por utilizar imagenes de Avatar... vamos, todos hacen eso... o es que a todos les estan borrando las cosas? Si no es asi diganme que hice mal

I'm lacking of skill to draw right now, and that's so sad T_T. So to replace my drawing facet I'm taking lot of pictures and trying to make AMV but I suck at both of it XD *Is not that I'm good drawing either*. I don't want to let my artistic side to die T_T and it's dying slowly somebody please give me advices I really need them.

What should you do when of sudden you realize that you're treating like crap the person you love the most; and when you try to find out what's going on with you, you found that you feel angry or upset apparently without reason?
What does that mean? I checked the possibilities and I even thought that maybe I don't love him anymore, but that's not true... I really love him, I really really do, so why I'm being such a bitch?
Anybody help please

Life is so damn cruel... I've been throught the worst days of my life and like if that is not enough someone who has no soul, poisoned my black cat. That cat was like a baby for me. I raised him, I nursed him, I made mother's role with him.
They just killed him... it's unbeliavable. And was not fast and painless... he suffered a lot, convulsions, muscular twitches and many other things for more than 8 hours, how can be somebody that kind of cruel? They should be the one suffering, not an inocent cat...

My whole life I've been the best or one of the best students, the good girl, the perfect dauther and so on. Now I've fail in some subjects and I realize that I didn't felt that I failed to myself but I felt I failed to the people that surround me.
Now I now that in all my life I've been fulfilling the others expectations and what's about my own expectations? Do at least have my own expectations?
I've been wondering what do I want?, what do I dream?, what do I expect? and of sudden I realize that my life hasn't been mine for 22 years, my life have been what other want from it. I NEED MY LIFE TO BE MINE. The only thing I've expected by my own was studing physics and I got it, but what now? I've even lost the capacity of expect something from my own life. THIS HAS TO CHANGE, IS ME THE ONE WHO HAS TO DRIVE MY LIFE NOT OTHERS. I'M TIRED, I'M SICK OF THIS, GIVE ME MY LIFE BACK, LET ME DREAM, LET ME PUT MY OWN OBJECTIVES, YOU DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME WHAT I MUST DO, WHAT I SHOULD DO. I NEED TO DO THINGS COZ I WANTED TO AND NOT COZ YOU TELL ME THATS WHAT IM SUPPOSED TO DO SO.

LET ME LIVE.